I'm STILL no good at friendships...
Nov. 6th, 2006 11:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderbraidsTime to bring out the 'Depressed Layla on a log' graphic out again...
...because I continue to totally suck at being a good friend to anyone.
Looks like the chances of my ban from![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
winx_club being rescinded quickly (or, y'know, AT ALL) have been dealt a big blow. I wanted to discuss the whole Timmy/Tecna deal, with moderator ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
eilonwe, and in reply, she told me that she doesn't want me to bother with her at all (even for asking permission to quote her in my podcasts), because I apparently don't learn from my mistakes or take anyone's advice (such as to LET THINGS DIE... Lori had discussed the T/T issue quite a while ago, and had just told me that I should stop dredging out old topics a day before).
Even if that's mostly true (I'm afraid it is), I have been known to learn from mistakes (but clearly not enough). FWIW tho, afterchrismactaggart called me out for quoting her in my podcast, I started asking for permission. I also made posters and other positive stuff. I thought that all that, plus my latest 'cast, would make Lori reconsider my ban... apparently not. (Then again, I thought that my 4th 'cast would make for great discussion.)
Me trying to get my ban rescinded was all in the name of my podcast. I wanted to be some kind of public voice for thewinx_club community, and that can't happen unless I'm actually a member of the community. My first 4 'casts are more what I want my 'cast to be like now (and I REALLY wanted to have a podcast discussing the problems with Musa's new 'do). The ban is hurting my 'cast, and Lori not letting me use her quotes is going to be a bigger handicap to my podcast.
Wondering if Lori's reading this?...
...because I continue to totally suck at being a good friend to anyone.
Looks like the chances of my ban from
winx_club being rescinded quickly (or, y'know, AT ALL) have been dealt a big blow. I wanted to discuss the whole Timmy/Tecna deal, with moderator eilonwe, and in reply, she told me that she doesn't want me to bother with her at all (even for asking permission to quote her in my podcasts), because I apparently don't learn from my mistakes or take anyone's advice (such as to LET THINGS DIE... Lori had discussed the T/T issue quite a while ago, and had just told me that I should stop dredging out old topics a day before).Even if that's mostly true (I'm afraid it is), I have been known to learn from mistakes (but clearly not enough). FWIW tho, after
chrismactaggart called me out for quoting her in my podcast, I started asking for permission. I also made posters and other positive stuff. I thought that all that, plus my latest 'cast, would make Lori reconsider my ban... apparently not. (Then again, I thought that my 4th 'cast would make for great discussion.) Me trying to get my ban rescinded was all in the name of my podcast. I wanted to be some kind of public voice for the
winx_club community, and that can't happen unless I'm actually a member of the community. My first 4 'casts are more what I want my 'cast to be like now (and I REALLY wanted to have a podcast discussing the problems with Musa's new 'do). The ban is hurting my 'cast, and Lori not letting me use her quotes is going to be a bigger handicap to my podcast. Wondering if Lori's reading this?...
